I'm sitting here.
Not knowing what to do.
Wondering if I still believe in you.
Wondering if you still believe in me.
When I wave, do you see?
When I scream, do you hear?
When I tell you all I've done,
Do you even care?
Sitting can get boring,
Crying can too.
Sitting, crying, hating
Myself for the things I do.
I'm sitting here.
Not knowing what to do.
Wondering if I still believe in you.
Wondering if you still believe in me.
She ran as fast as she could, the rain was falling hard around her, but he just kept coming! They meet at the Flocking Lawn; she was corned.
She whipped around, facing him, her long grayish-black hair falling sloppily over her right shoulder; her jet black leather coat hanging off her left shoulder. Her legs spread far apart; her old black Converses and navy blue legging were stained with mud. Her light gray shirt and faded blue mini skirt soaked with rain water. He walked slowly toward her; until he was standing only a few feet away.
"Hello," he menaced.
"Um hi," she stuttered.
"I see you are ," he looked her over and c
I am free as leaves on wind
I am caged like the birds in my mind.
I am smiles the breezes blows by
I am teardrops brought with rain.
I am songs from the hearts of many
I am silence shrouded in pain.
I am hyper as kittens ready to play
I am tired as elephants withered with age.
I am fast like a cheetah chasing its prey
I am slow as a turtles crossing the bay.
I am the sun that shines brightly in day
I am the moon that glows softly at night.
I am who I want to be
And, yet
I am what people want to see.
I'm sitting here.
Not knowing what to do.
Wondering if I still believe in you.
Wondering if you still believe in me.
When I wave, do you see?
When I scream, do you hear?
When I tell you all I've done,
Do you even care?
Sitting can get boring,
Crying can too.
Sitting, crying, hating
Myself for the things I do.
I'm sitting here.
Not knowing what to do.
Wondering if I still believe in you.
Wondering if you still believe in me.
Current Residence: My house Favourite genre of music: Anything but rap and hip hop Favourite photographer: Rebecca Postma Favourite style of art: AGAIN i like them all!!!!! Operating System: ??? MP3 player of choice: iPod touch Shell of choice: calm Wallpaper of choice: the flowal kind Skin of choice: mine Favourite cartoon character: Belle(from Beauty and the Beast) Personal Quote: "Hello"
That was not the right way to handle that situation. Getting mad. It was stupid. Because you've done it to me. Did i get mad? Did I cuss you out? Or say that it was mean because we're supposed to be best friends? No. I understood. You had issues going on and you needed space. Now I need space... So just give it to me. Because if that's how you act I don't know if I want to be your friend anymore...
Have you ever been ignored? I don't mean once in a blue moon, on accident your friend forgets to say hi in the hallway. I mean 100%, totally and completely overlooked. I talking about when 99.999% of the human race fail to recognize your existence. I mean the type of ignored that when people finally listen to you what you want to say has nothing to do with the conversation anymore. When you can come into and leave a room and no one sees or cares. So have you ever been ignoerd?
Have you ever just needed to cry? And I'm not talking about happy crying or sad crying. I'm talking about sitting on the ground with your legs in your chest and your head in your arms I just need to cry because I have so much pushed down inside I can't find room to push more down on top of it I don't want anyone to ask "What's wrong?" or "Can I help?" because I can't explain it and I don't wanna talk about it and they can't help because its my stupid fault crying.